Since we'll all so bored during our break time, how about something random ^^
Here's some random facts about me~~

1. Current favourite song: The Answer by Miura Daichi
   
   
2. I have a thing for ear phones…. Currently have 3 sets
   
   
3. Got a birthmark…. On my tongue!
   
   
4. Day-dreams/fantasizes A LOT
   
   
5. Walked into a glass door during year 12 Sydney Trip… no one saw!
   
   
6. Really wants to slap stab Justin Bieber.
   
   
7. Apparently an idiotic smile will appear across my face when I talk about Nakayama Yuma~
   
   
8. Is a basketball magnet, been hit on the head by one countless times
   
   
9. Bangs my head against a wall/desk when angry (as if it helps)
   
   
10. Buys books that I've already read, places them on the shelf and never touch them again
    
    
11. Is the Queen of mass destruction, always break something during Chemistry class
    
    
12. Pulls silly faces when web cam-ing someone Darleen
    
    
13. Have a laughing disorder, often bursts out laughing for no apparent reason and can laugh for up to 5 minutes
    
    
14. Snaps for no apparent reason, can also get pissed from hunger
    
    
15. Phobia for thunder and sea
    
    
16. Almost burnt the house down once when forgetting I left I the gas stove
    
    
17. Has attempted on being a Goth… complete fail!
    
    
18. Once slapped someone but my hand felt pain on my own hand while the other person felt nothing
    
    
19. Is really picky when it comes to drinking Easy Way~~
    
    
20. Spends 1/3 of my time at home on facebook!!!
    

YuMi

Last day of school is tomorrow, plus the social event after school with the entire grade 12s until 9pm~ FUN! If anyone can remember about half a year ago (or maybe longer than that), I wrote about the social we did based on the theme "Survivor"? That should sound familiar to you from the reality TV show right? Well, I am once again stuck with another social with the stupid theme from reality TV – the amazing race! Of course they're not going to make us go all around the world… just in Brisbane City. Let's hope I don't get lost… I'm absolutely hopeless at following maps, let alone running around the City without a map but just asking the stores for direction (probably won't be able to follow the direction either). And well~ let's just hope I don't die!

Getting bored that the holiday is near… let's make this blog more boring~~~!!! How have I been in general? Well, through the ups and downs like a roller coaster ride~ I can say I'm honestly okay! I mean, I honestly thought I was going to become wasted after the break up, but amazingly I've only cried once. My cousin told me to get rid of everything that would remind me of his existence; things he gave me, places we've been, etc, apparently I can only tell that I'm completely over him when I see those things again and feel totally nothing. Of course it's completely impossible, 2 reasons, we go to the same school and the same bus~ so seeing him is something it can't be helped… no matter how bad it's going to get, I'm going to have to just suck it up and deal with it. Although I know that I'm not 100% over it, but at least I'm still myself. I'm still glad that he gave me so much good memories, taught me so much about life and I guess even though things didn't end well… at least we're both happy now. And now I can really say that when I look at the necklace he gave me, the one filled with the happiness and chaos of the past… I feel nothing. They're just memories, and I want to keep the good ones for the rest of my life (:

YuMi

We've all had nightmares right? When you wake up sweating and puffing in the middle of the night, feeling the great relieve that it wasn't real? And when you tell someone about it, they laugh at you and say "what's so scary about that? You're such a chicken~"

Of course they'd think it's silly that nightmares which are completely unreal can freak a person out from the middle of their slumber, because they weren't there to feel the tension… for some reason dreams feel so real to me. For the first time as far as I can remember, I actually woke up with sweats all over my forehead and my heart racing at 200 km per hour. My body was all tensed up when I looked around the room, realising it was all just a bad dream. What was in my dream? Well, now that I think about it, it really wasn't that bad~ it was completely unrealistic… but somehow still scared the crap out of me.

I was at a market place in Taiwan, where my mom grew up. In the market are many different people selling different things, most of these are vegetables and other fresh ingredient. This also included various butchers, grabbing the chickens alive from the cage and slit their throat with a huge, shiny knife. The was one butcher in particular which caught my attention, as I seemed to be wondering around the place aimlessly (that's what you do a lot in dreams, walking around with no destination in mind). His stall was empty from customer, and yet he was at the back from where I can see, chopping meat away in a steady rhythm. Every time I walked past his stall he seemed to look up at me (I have no idea why I was walking past the stall OVER AND OVER again), until I stopped right in front of the stall and watched him. He looked up and asked (in a really creepy way which I can't describe) "You~can~see~~me~~?" And then this huge grin appeared right across his face, a scary grin where his eyes open up so wide like it's about to pop out of his socket. "Hahahahahaha…. You can see me; I finally found some who can replace me… ahahahahahah..." his laugh echoed, I started backing away, my voice feels completely dissolved by his grin. He held a huge knife dripping with fresh blood and started walking towards me, slowly lifting the knife above his head like setting it up for the best place to slash…

And the I woke up… sweating and puffing! Both of my hands are clenched to my blanket, I sighed in relieve that it was just a nightmare… and horrible one. Sounds silly right? Dreaming myself being targeted by a dead person/ghost/evil spirit carrying a huge bloody knife trying to kill me for "replacement"… but it felt real, so real that I was freaked out to my guts~~

YuMi

This was his confession
what if I tell you that you stole my heart?

Her reply was
an eye for an eye, you can take mine…

A few months later he asked
what if I tell you that I want to spend the rest of my life with you?

She replied
til deaths do us apart…

Doesn't everything just sound so sweet at the beginning? Where things are just so perfect that you'd wish that was the end of the story as they live happily ever after? Life clearly isn't that simple.

Dylan walked Ella to her door, his eyes sad. He has tried to talk to her on their way back but her cold glare had stopped him. Dylan had gotten accepted in a university of his dream, but it means moving miles away from Ella for at least 4 years. Ella, of course, didn't want to be separated from him for such a long time. When he told her the news over dinner, and that he's leaving in a week, she felt a splinter of pain shooting through her heart. For the rest of the night she was quiet… emotionless. She just couldn't believe that he'd decided to leave her without even discussing it in the first place, she felt betrayed and angry. On their way back, they walked past a construction site with Ella in front and Dylan trailing behind, wishing he could do or say something other than just watching her back…

At the front door of Ella's place sat a small pot of lavender that Dylan gave her at Valentine's Day, the purple flowers had draped down as if they could feel their pain too. She picked it up and turned around, handing it to him. Dylan looked confused and shocked, he looked at her with begging eyes, but she did not give in from being angry. She was really hoping that he'd stay, that he'd change his mind about going to that damn university right now. After a long silent Dylan slowly took the small pot of plant and opened his mouth, breaking the silence
"can I hug you for the last time? Just 1 minute"
"1 minute isn't going to change anything…" she said emotionlessly, giving up the thought that he'll stay here for her. She turned around and paused for a moment, before inserting the security pins that unlocked her front door, but she did not turn around to look at him again.

Dylan dragged his feet along the ground as he walked out of her front yard; his mind is now completely blank. He turned his head to look at Ella's place again and paused, the lights now on. What a warm looking place, he thought. In a split second, a loud crash slammed away the silent night. It was the sound from a piece of iron panel that had fallen off from the crane at the construction site. A worker from the site heard the crash and rushed to the scene, but it was all too late. The iron panel that is more than 5000 kg in mass has crushed Dylan's body, his blood spattered out like blooming cherry blossoms. He was dead.

Dylan's life was gone within split of a second, like a fallen shooting star.
What if Ella had let him give her a hug for one minute?
What if Dylan hadn't turned around to look at the warm light coming from Ella's house?
Too many "what ifs" but no answers… Life and death, love and hate… all within a flash.

YuMi

Okay, so the guess your age game last time if anyone can recall didn't exactly come out successful… missed a couple of people~ BUT, I found another one and this one will definitely work! using a calculator~ I can find out your birthday >_o

Let's begin:
1. Take the month on your birthday as a number (e.g. April = 4)
2. Then, multiply that number by 4
3. Add 9
4. Multiply the result by 25
5. Add the date of your birthday (e.g. for me it's 29, 'cause by b'day was 29 of Jan)
6. Now get the result and subtract 225
7. The result should be your birthday, month followed by date…

I am correct this time, aren't I~ (=w=)

YuMi

Okay okay… I'm just about dead~ which is why I haven't written a single thing for so long! You'll all know what I mean when you get there and do it yourself, it's a real pain =.= To top that up I've still got about 2 assignments to hand in plus the 4 exams lining up waiting for me. Life sucks huh~~ no shit! Well, while I have a short amount of time to relax and calm myself down a bit~ let's enjoy another sweet but sad love story of mine, I want to try and make someone cry from reading the love fictions (all you emotional people out there look out!)

So I've thought about ideas of another fictions and surprisingly I came up with one… a really long length one so be patient~~

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When they first met and fell in love, they're just like all other loving couples you see, practically glued by the waist. Pricilla never thought she'd ever find someone as perfect, loving and caring like Anthony.

"How long will you love me for?" She asked playfully, looking at his gentle eyes.
"How long do you want?" He replied as he softly pinched her nose.
"I want you to love me for the rest of this life, so you're not allowed to like any other girls except for me~" She replied.
He chuckled as he said "Mm, okay!"
"HEY! Be serious~ I want you to pinkie-promise me, who ever changes their mind will be punished!" Her face now turned serious, looking at him straight in the eyes.
"Okay, if I ever break my promise, you'll kill me!" He said reassuringly…

Time flew; they've been living together for 3 years now. Pricilla expect Anthony to still love her like he promised, but it didn't turn out that way. Slowly, Anthony is starting to avoid her more and more. He began to come home later and later each night and stopped calling her during the day. She'd notice the change and questioned him many times about it, but she never got an answer from him.

Finally one day, Anthony brought home a woman who is fashionable, sexy and looks very mature. Pricilla tried to lie to herself, so she asked,
"Honey, you brought a new friend over?"
"She's a girlfriend" Anthony said coldly. Pricilla sat quietly; she did not look up at him because she was afraid that he'd see the tears welling up in her eyes and realise she still loves him.
"You can pack your stuff tonight and leave tomorrow, Linda is going to move in to live with me tomorrow" He said with a hard, cold voice. And as soon as he's finished, he placed his hand around Linda's waist and was about to walk out.
"Wait!" She suddenly shouted "Linda, can you please give me some private time to talk to him?" The woman nodded and walked out first. After she left, Anthony stood there in silence, looking in the opposite direction to where Pricilla is standing. Pricilla decided to break the silence
"Why…." She begins slowly
"the feelings faded, there's no need to give you reasons" he cut her off and marched out, not even given her another chance to talk. She stood there and tells herself she cannot let 1 drop of tears fall, but droplets of crystal-like tears still gushed out of her eyes disobediently.

Time passed, about half a year later Pricilla saw Anthony again at the hospital. The difference is, they've lost weight and were as scrawny as sticks. Pricilla lost weight because she was hurt and depressed, she thought she might have gastritis, but what happened to Anthony? Pricilla still loves him and still can't let go of him, so she secretly followed them.
"If the patient doesn't get a heart transplant soon, I'm afraid he won't have long to live… We have done everything we can keep him alive for the past couple of months but he needs a proper heart" A doctor told Linda. At that moment, Pricilla was shocked… she stood behind the wall and began to sob, so did Linda. Pricilla's tears have once again fallen for Anthony, but this time it was even more upsetting than last time.

After they'd left, Pricilla sat in front of a window after she's gotten her prescription with tears continuously streaming down her cheeks. She suddenly stood up and walked over to the counter, borrowed a pen and wrote something down on a piece of paper. She then dialled Anthony's number on her phone,
"Hello~" Linda's voice came from the other side of the phone.
"Linda, it's Pricilla… I just want to see Anthony again, is that okay? Please?" Pricilla begged.
"Alright… where? I'll let him know" Linda agreed after a short pause.
"At the park where we first met, he'll know. Thank you!" she hung up and quickly dashed out of the hospital with the piece of paper in her pocket.

Anthony came to the park like Linda told her to, but Pricilla was nowhere to be seen. He waited and waited, knowing his heart disease makes him want to at least say his last and proper goodbye to Pricilla. But hours went by and she never showed up. He gave out a long sigh, she's probably still mad at me, he thought and began to walk out of the park. Behind him, a figure appeared behind a tree. While she watched Anthony's back as he descended, she felt a wave of depression that she has never felt before. She told herself she needs to let go, and then turned around to walk in the opposite direction.

Anthony's heart transplant operation is 2 days away.
"If the transplant is successful, I want to go see her first and let her know the good news!" he said excitedly to Linda. Linda smiled and nodded
"Let's hope she won't reject you" Linda said at last, watching her little brother get all hyped up…

The operation was a success, the first thing Anthony did after he gains consciousness was to call Pricilla but… 1 call, 2 call, 3 call…. She didn't pick up. He put down the phone and opened his mouth,
"Hey sis… I think she really got angry at me"
"I'm sure she's busy with something so don't worry" Linda tried to make him feel better. Just as she finished her sentence, the doctor walked in…
"You're a pretty lucky young man, a girl indicated to donate her heart to you on her will, it's almost like she knows she's going to die~" The doctor said slowly.
"How did she die?" Anthony questioned.
"Car accident. It's a pity; she looked like a crystal doll. The other driver said she suddenly crashed into him!" He replied as he tilted his head side way.
"I would like to see her" Anthony requested.

The doctor directed them to a room full of big metal drawers; he walked over to pull on of them out, a piece of white cloth covered the iced corpse.
"You can lift the cloth up and have a look. The way she look isn't scary at all, she looks sleep" the doctor indicated. Anthony slowly lifts up the cloth and at the very moment he saw the face of his heart donor… both him and Linda froze. Anthony felt a sharp pain on his heart; he suddenly ripped off the whole cloth to reveal the dead body of Pricilla under it.
"This can't be true… how can it be this way? Baby! It's me! This is a joke, right?! PLEASE OPEN YOUR EYES, DON'T SCARE ME!!" Anthony screamed with tears washing down like rain on his face. Linda grabbed him by the collar and slapped him hard on the face
"Wake up, Anthony! She's gone! She used her whole life to love you, she gave you her life!!"
Anthony looked back at Pricilla's face and began to cry again. He looked at her t-shirt that's covered in blood, and her cold and pale hand… it was holding a ball of scrunched up paper. He unwrapped it and realised that it was a letter for him:
Honey, please forgive me for not understanding the reason you left. I thought you'd change your mind and turned your back on our promise, but then I saw the truth. I was there at the day when I ask you meet at the park, but I didn't show myself because I was afraid it would make it harder for me to leave you. Although we cannot keep our promise in this life, but I wish we will be able to meet again in the next life because I really do love you. My heart is in you for the rest of your life and no one can take it away. Honey, please be happy, I gave you everything I can so that you can be happy. But in the next life please give me happiness too! Promise me, we'll be happy in the next life. Farewell…

"NO! How can I be happy without you?! Baby, please open your eyes! We'll start over and I promise I'll never leave you again… I've always loved you…" Anthony's voice cracked. The sky has turned grey, the boy is crying, the sky is crying… and the angels are crying too…

"Lightning don't strike the same place twice, when you and I say goodbye, I felt the angels cry" – Mariah Carey ft. NeYo, Angels Cry

YuMi