Saturday, September 4, 2010

Okay okay… I'm just about dead~ which is why I haven't written a single thing for so long! You'll all know what I mean when you get there and do it yourself, it's a real pain =.= To top that up I've still got about 2 assignments to hand in plus the 4 exams lining up waiting for me. Life sucks huh~~ no shit! Well, while I have a short amount of time to relax and calm myself down a bit~ let's enjoy another sweet but sad love story of mine, I want to try and make someone cry from reading the love fictions (all you emotional people out there look out!)

So I've thought about ideas of another fictions and surprisingly I came up with one… a really long length one so be patient~~

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When they first met and fell in love, they're just like all other loving couples you see, practically glued by the waist. Pricilla never thought she'd ever find someone as perfect, loving and caring like Anthony.

"How long will you love me for?" She asked playfully, looking at his gentle eyes.
"How long do you want?" He replied as he softly pinched her nose.
"I want you to love me for the rest of this life, so you're not allowed to like any other girls except for me~" She replied.
He chuckled as he said "Mm, okay!"
"HEY! Be serious~ I want you to pinkie-promise me, who ever changes their mind will be punished!" Her face now turned serious, looking at him straight in the eyes.
"Okay, if I ever break my promise, you'll kill me!" He said reassuringly…

Time flew; they've been living together for 3 years now. Pricilla expect Anthony to still love her like he promised, but it didn't turn out that way. Slowly, Anthony is starting to avoid her more and more. He began to come home later and later each night and stopped calling her during the day. She'd notice the change and questioned him many times about it, but she never got an answer from him.

Finally one day, Anthony brought home a woman who is fashionable, sexy and looks very mature. Pricilla tried to lie to herself, so she asked,
"Honey, you brought a new friend over?"
"She's a girlfriend" Anthony said coldly. Pricilla sat quietly; she did not look up at him because she was afraid that he'd see the tears welling up in her eyes and realise she still loves him.
"You can pack your stuff tonight and leave tomorrow, Linda is going to move in to live with me tomorrow" He said with a hard, cold voice. And as soon as he's finished, he placed his hand around Linda's waist and was about to walk out.
"Wait!" She suddenly shouted "Linda, can you please give me some private time to talk to him?" The woman nodded and walked out first. After she left, Anthony stood there in silence, looking in the opposite direction to where Pricilla is standing. Pricilla decided to break the silence
"Why…." She begins slowly
"the feelings faded, there's no need to give you reasons" he cut her off and marched out, not even given her another chance to talk. She stood there and tells herself she cannot let 1 drop of tears fall, but droplets of crystal-like tears still gushed out of her eyes disobediently.

Time passed, about half a year later Pricilla saw Anthony again at the hospital. The difference is, they've lost weight and were as scrawny as sticks. Pricilla lost weight because she was hurt and depressed, she thought she might have gastritis, but what happened to Anthony? Pricilla still loves him and still can't let go of him, so she secretly followed them.
"If the patient doesn't get a heart transplant soon, I'm afraid he won't have long to live… We have done everything we can keep him alive for the past couple of months but he needs a proper heart" A doctor told Linda. At that moment, Pricilla was shocked… she stood behind the wall and began to sob, so did Linda. Pricilla's tears have once again fallen for Anthony, but this time it was even more upsetting than last time.

After they'd left, Pricilla sat in front of a window after she's gotten her prescription with tears continuously streaming down her cheeks. She suddenly stood up and walked over to the counter, borrowed a pen and wrote something down on a piece of paper. She then dialled Anthony's number on her phone,
"Hello~" Linda's voice came from the other side of the phone.
"Linda, it's Pricilla… I just want to see Anthony again, is that okay? Please?" Pricilla begged.
"Alright… where? I'll let him know" Linda agreed after a short pause.
"At the park where we first met, he'll know. Thank you!" she hung up and quickly dashed out of the hospital with the piece of paper in her pocket.

Anthony came to the park like Linda told her to, but Pricilla was nowhere to be seen. He waited and waited, knowing his heart disease makes him want to at least say his last and proper goodbye to Pricilla. But hours went by and she never showed up. He gave out a long sigh, she's probably still mad at me, he thought and began to walk out of the park. Behind him, a figure appeared behind a tree. While she watched Anthony's back as he descended, she felt a wave of depression that she has never felt before. She told herself she needs to let go, and then turned around to walk in the opposite direction.

Anthony's heart transplant operation is 2 days away.
"If the transplant is successful, I want to go see her first and let her know the good news!" he said excitedly to Linda. Linda smiled and nodded
"Let's hope she won't reject you" Linda said at last, watching her little brother get all hyped up…

The operation was a success, the first thing Anthony did after he gains consciousness was to call Pricilla but… 1 call, 2 call, 3 call…. She didn't pick up. He put down the phone and opened his mouth,
"Hey sis… I think she really got angry at me"
"I'm sure she's busy with something so don't worry" Linda tried to make him feel better. Just as she finished her sentence, the doctor walked in…
"You're a pretty lucky young man, a girl indicated to donate her heart to you on her will, it's almost like she knows she's going to die~" The doctor said slowly.
"How did she die?" Anthony questioned.
"Car accident. It's a pity; she looked like a crystal doll. The other driver said she suddenly crashed into him!" He replied as he tilted his head side way.
"I would like to see her" Anthony requested.

The doctor directed them to a room full of big metal drawers; he walked over to pull on of them out, a piece of white cloth covered the iced corpse.
"You can lift the cloth up and have a look. The way she look isn't scary at all, she looks sleep" the doctor indicated. Anthony slowly lifts up the cloth and at the very moment he saw the face of his heart donor… both him and Linda froze. Anthony felt a sharp pain on his heart; he suddenly ripped off the whole cloth to reveal the dead body of Pricilla under it.
"This can't be true… how can it be this way? Baby! It's me! This is a joke, right?! PLEASE OPEN YOUR EYES, DON'T SCARE ME!!" Anthony screamed with tears washing down like rain on his face. Linda grabbed him by the collar and slapped him hard on the face
"Wake up, Anthony! She's gone! She used her whole life to love you, she gave you her life!!"
Anthony looked back at Pricilla's face and began to cry again. He looked at her t-shirt that's covered in blood, and her cold and pale hand… it was holding a ball of scrunched up paper. He unwrapped it and realised that it was a letter for him:
Honey, please forgive me for not understanding the reason you left. I thought you'd change your mind and turned your back on our promise, but then I saw the truth. I was there at the day when I ask you meet at the park, but I didn't show myself because I was afraid it would make it harder for me to leave you. Although we cannot keep our promise in this life, but I wish we will be able to meet again in the next life because I really do love you. My heart is in you for the rest of your life and no one can take it away. Honey, please be happy, I gave you everything I can so that you can be happy. But in the next life please give me happiness too! Promise me, we'll be happy in the next life. Farewell…

"NO! How can I be happy without you?! Baby, please open your eyes! We'll start over and I promise I'll never leave you again… I've always loved you…" Anthony's voice cracked. The sky has turned grey, the boy is crying, the sky is crying… and the angels are crying too…

"Lightning don't strike the same place twice, when you and I say goodbye, I felt the angels cry" – Mariah Carey ft. NeYo, Angels Cry

YuMi