Monday, September 13, 2010

Last day of school is tomorrow, plus the social event after school with the entire grade 12s until 9pm~ FUN! If anyone can remember about half a year ago (or maybe longer than that), I wrote about the social we did based on the theme "Survivor"? That should sound familiar to you from the reality TV show right? Well, I am once again stuck with another social with the stupid theme from reality TV – the amazing race! Of course they're not going to make us go all around the world… just in Brisbane City. Let's hope I don't get lost… I'm absolutely hopeless at following maps, let alone running around the City without a map but just asking the stores for direction (probably won't be able to follow the direction either). And well~ let's just hope I don't die!

Getting bored that the holiday is near… let's make this blog more boring~~~!!! How have I been in general? Well, through the ups and downs like a roller coaster ride~ I can say I'm honestly okay! I mean, I honestly thought I was going to become wasted after the break up, but amazingly I've only cried once. My cousin told me to get rid of everything that would remind me of his existence; things he gave me, places we've been, etc, apparently I can only tell that I'm completely over him when I see those things again and feel totally nothing. Of course it's completely impossible, 2 reasons, we go to the same school and the same bus~ so seeing him is something it can't be helped… no matter how bad it's going to get, I'm going to have to just suck it up and deal with it. Although I know that I'm not 100% over it, but at least I'm still myself. I'm still glad that he gave me so much good memories, taught me so much about life and I guess even though things didn't end well… at least we're both happy now. And now I can really say that when I look at the necklace he gave me, the one filled with the happiness and chaos of the past… I feel nothing. They're just memories, and I want to keep the good ones for the rest of my life (:

YuMi