Thursday, June 25, 2009
♥ World's worst chocolate cake!
Have you seen an easy recipe are kid's shows (eg. Saturday Disney) and actually tried making it? I did. And it ain't successful~!
I got home one afternoon and turned on the TV because I was bored. As as flick through the channels looking for a show to watch I saw Jessica Mauboy(if that's how you spell it) appear on the screen, so I stopped. The show was called "The Shak" and some retarded fat dude was making some 'Microwave Chocolate Cake'. I actually sat through the bit and kinda remembered how it was made.... and I was dumb enough to try it this afternoon (= ="l)
I randomly chuck all the ingredients together without measurement into a mug and stir it wildly with a spoon. It actually looked alright for a cake mixture, so I threw it into the microwave and set it for 5 minutes (Turned out it only needed 3 minutes). Stood there for the whole time watching the cake rise like lavas from a volcano. When I took it out it was kind of over flowing out of the mug, looked pretty retarded at first. But this is how it turned out~
<<< Totally disgusting, took the top part of and ate it :P.
Just in case if you wanna try make it yourself, here's how I did it:
Ingredient
I got home one afternoon and turned on the TV because I was bored. As as flick through the channels looking for a show to watch I saw Jessica Mauboy(if that's how you spell it) appear on the screen, so I stopped. The show was called "The Shak" and some retarded fat dude was making some 'Microwave Chocolate Cake'. I actually sat through the bit and kinda remembered how it was made.... and I was dumb enough to try it this afternoon (= ="l)
I randomly chuck all the ingredients together without measurement into a mug and stir it wildly with a spoon. It actually looked alright for a cake mixture, so I threw it into the microwave and set it for 5 minutes (Turned out it only needed 3 minutes). Stood there for the whole time watching the cake rise like lavas from a volcano. When I took it out it was kind of over flowing out of the mug, looked pretty retarded at first. But this is how it turned out~
<<< Totally disgusting, took the top part of and ate it :P.Just in case if you wanna try make it yourself, here's how I did it:
Ingredient
- Flour, sifted
- Icing sugar, sifted
- Cocoa
- 1 egg
- milk
Method
- Mix everything together in a microveable bowl/mug. Make sure it is well mixed because if it's not you're gonna end up getting powdery bits in your cake.
- Microwave for 3-5 minutes, depends are your microwave.
So there you are, give it a try and see how it turns out. It's kinda fun =D
YuMi
Labels: chocolate cake, food, recipe
4:05 PM
Monday, June 22, 2009
♥ Buddha~~~ =]
A couple of years ago I met this guy (I forgot how I met him) who was cheerful and hilarious. He was very huggy and if you were my height he’d tower over you, whenever he hugs you he’d lift you right off your feet. I remember him always hanging around the locker area with his mates and you could always hear his voice when he laughs at whatever dry joke that Jared has said. He had strong arms too, I remember once he scooped me right up into his arms like I weighed nothing and that was the first time I realized I had a fear for heights.
He had a couple of over used phrases, such as “Whoop” and “Awesome”! The thing is, he is pretty awesome himself. He had a passion for his car (which I think is a pretty groovy and cute car) and he’d look on the bright side for everything. At the same time, he can be really emotion as well. I remember talking on the phone with him once and heard him sobbing over the phone which was simply heart breaking to hear. But I’ve hardly seen him with an unhappy face, except for once and it was my fault. When you see an all time cheerful person down, it’s hard not to feel bad about it. Because I feel really bad at that time that it was because of me, that I had somehow cause a mass destruction in his heart. But yet, today he could remain the happy self he was back when I first met him.
This person is no one else but the face Ben Truscott aka Buddha~~! The happiest person on earth!
P.S: Hey Ben~~ There you go! Now you can feel special~ =D
YuMi
He had a couple of over used phrases, such as “Whoop” and “Awesome”! The thing is, he is pretty awesome himself. He had a passion for his car (which I think is a pretty groovy and cute car) and he’d look on the bright side for everything. At the same time, he can be really emotion as well. I remember talking on the phone with him once and heard him sobbing over the phone which was simply heart breaking to hear. But I’ve hardly seen him with an unhappy face, except for once and it was my fault. When you see an all time cheerful person down, it’s hard not to feel bad about it. Because I feel really bad at that time that it was because of me, that I had somehow cause a mass destruction in his heart. But yet, today he could remain the happy self he was back when I first met him.
This person is no one else but the face Ben Truscott aka Buddha~~! The happiest person on earth!
P.S: Hey Ben~~ There you go! Now you can feel special~ =D
YuMi
8:58 PM
Thursday, June 18, 2009
♥ ANIME FEVER!!!
Recently, I got addicted to an anime called ‘Shonen Onmyouji’ (bleh that was a mouthful). I spend my whole afternoon last Wednesday watching it instead of studying for my Bio exam (Blame Darleen, she got me into it). I’ve manage to finish the last episode last Thursday afternoon, there’s only 26 episodes in total but it took me forever to finish it. I’d strongly recommend this anime to anyone who likes magical and spell stuff and SUPER HOT CHARACTERS! So here are some character to get you interested =]
Abe no Masahiro - Main Character of the story. Hates living under the shadow of his grandfather, Abe no Seimei. His goal is to become a better Onmyouji than Seimei. Personally, I think he's pretty cute :3
Guren/Mokkun - One of the 12 Shinshou, usually takes the form of a white mononoke and Masahiro calls him 'Mokkun'. The most powerful fighter out of the 12 Shinshou. I think he's pretty hot for an anime character~~:P
Rikugou - One of the 12 shinshou, also the hottest of all~~(>w<)Usually stays with Seimei unless ordered to follow and watch over Masahiro. The 4th most powerful fighter out of the 12 Shinshou.
Main characters and the 12 shinshou (^^)So there you go~~ One of the most anime I've seen besides Death Note! If you are interested in watching it during the holidays, I've got all the anime episodes (26) which Darleen gave me.
YuMi(^_^)
Labels: Anime, magic, Shonen Onmyouji, spell
6:16 PM
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
♥ I'm sorry, but please try to understand...
I don’t know what is happening to me. The fear is growing stronger inside me, each day became harder for me to be close to you. I'm struggling to keep it together like the way it's used to be. Maybe it’s because I’m scared of losing you for the second time, maybe it’s because I think it would be better for you when I’m not around. Either way, I’m confused.
I know that there are a lot of questions in your mind. I know that I’ve trying to stay in distance from you. I know I‘m not been completely honest with you. But please believe me; I still love you just as much as I always have. I can’t change the fact that this relationship is forbidden, and all I can do that is keep it hidden from those who would want to destroy it, I want to protect it. From the surrounding that we’re in now, it’s becoming more and more impossible. I realise I had to do something, before I lose everything that I’ve fought for in the past 2 years, before all my hard works get perished into ashes. I have no choice but to keep the distance between me and you. Please understand that this isn’t my choice, I didn’t want it to involve into this situation.
I’m sorry for the disappointment. I’m sorry I made you feel like I don’t care anymore. I’m sorry you have to become the victim of distrust. But get this; I’m doing this for you, for me… for us!
I know that there are a lot of questions in your mind. I know that I’ve trying to stay in distance from you. I know I‘m not been completely honest with you. But please believe me; I still love you just as much as I always have. I can’t change the fact that this relationship is forbidden, and all I can do that is keep it hidden from those who would want to destroy it, I want to protect it. From the surrounding that we’re in now, it’s becoming more and more impossible. I realise I had to do something, before I lose everything that I’ve fought for in the past 2 years, before all my hard works get perished into ashes. I have no choice but to keep the distance between me and you. Please understand that this isn’t my choice, I didn’t want it to involve into this situation.
I’m sorry for the disappointment. I’m sorry I made you feel like I don’t care anymore. I’m sorry you have to become the victim of distrust. But get this; I’m doing this for you, for me… for us!
7:12 PM
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
♥ Semster 1 Exam Week - O9
AAARRRRRRGGGGGGGGG!!!
<<< Epic stressing~!Yes people…this week is the exam week at B.A.C! It is where everyone from grade 8 to 12 wasting 2 hrs or more of their life filling out blank spaces on a piece of paper each day of the week. As for me, there are both good news and bad news. The bad news is, I’m pretty much failing every subject except for English and Home Economics. The good news is, I only have 3 exams in total (well, 2 to the exact since the Home Eco one is just another practical cook)! For those who are in grade 8 to 10, I feel so sorry for you guys but I’ve been through the same thing myself so trust me… you will survive!
So I have 3 exams…
17/June/09 Wednesday morning: Maths B – Fail
18/June/09 Thursday morning: Biology – Epic fail
19/June/09 Friday all day: Home Economics – hopefully I won’t stuff up the recipe~!
Busy studying while blogging... Not making much progress at all *sigh*
5:40 PM
Thursday, June 11, 2009
♥ Disappointment
You said you’d tell me everything, but what is everything? So far, all the truth you have told me had been hard for me to accept. They keep popping into my mind when I tried to block them out. Images. Visions. It was impossible to keep them out of my head.
Hearing your voice make me feel safe, but listening to the message make me shed tears. I don’t know what to do. I’m sightless from the decision. Everything about you brings the vision up to me; your smile, your voice, your warm hands, your soft lips… everything. They scampered through my mind like a slideshow, over and over again, each time taking a bit of me away. Slowly, until I can no longer hold myself together. Slowly, until I collapse and burst out in tears. I’m weak and pathetic, I can’t change that fact.
Whenever you said you’re going to tell me something, I sense something that would bring me joy. But it always ends up being another disappointment. I’m starting to wonder why I bother bringing it up. Another truth, another disappointment…
YuMi
Hearing your voice make me feel safe, but listening to the message make me shed tears. I don’t know what to do. I’m sightless from the decision. Everything about you brings the vision up to me; your smile, your voice, your warm hands, your soft lips… everything. They scampered through my mind like a slideshow, over and over again, each time taking a bit of me away. Slowly, until I can no longer hold myself together. Slowly, until I collapse and burst out in tears. I’m weak and pathetic, I can’t change that fact.
Whenever you said you’re going to tell me something, I sense something that would bring me joy. But it always ends up being another disappointment. I’m starting to wonder why I bother bringing it up. Another truth, another disappointment…
YuMi
Labels: Disappointment, YuMi
6:07 PM
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
♥ Your choice...
I can not explain things clear enough, but I felt that I am becoming more and more distanced from you. On the surface, it looks all right. But deep inside you know that there is something wrong. And it’s not entirely your fault, yet I couldn’t bring myself to clarify the whole situation to you.
I’m confused and I can’t elucidate. If it wasn’t you nor me, then who? I refused to believe that there is another person involved in this; I have chosen to block that image out of my mind. Looking back, I’ve force myself to believe the truth of the past. I have learnt to accept that there is nothing I can do but to make things better now. Knowing the truth was hard, but accepting it was harder. And things can never be the same after both sides of the story is told. It’s hard to commit to one thing when you know undoubtedly inside your mind the same thing happened before but to a different person. One little extra information can change the entire story.
I don’t know what you are thinking because I can’t see what is inside you thoughts, but I do not want to force words out of your unwillingness. Because it makes me feel like a control freak, it makes me feel like I am an evil and good-for-nothing human being. You know well and clear that I hated secrets, and yet you decided to keep things to yourself, excluding me from things that had given you pain and made you suffer. I felt useless not being able to do anything about it, and dreadful guilt burned me to see myself so worthless. I hated myself for not being able to put a smile on your face, it almost felt like I am your enemy. That all I do is hurt you, in doing so it also tore open my old wounds that carry several dispirited memories. You have made me grasp meaning of what it’s like to be in love and as well as understanding that I really can love a person so much that it hurts. Don’t pretend you don’t understand anything because I know you do, you just don’t feel secure enough to tell me so. I don’t know whether it was because you don’t trust me or you just don’t want me to worry, but it makes me concern even more if you keep everything to yourself.
I know I am a selfish, childish and jealous girl. I know that you deserve better, I know your life would be more fruitful without me. I’m merely a handicap that stands between you and your goal, a burden that holds you back when you could have done better. Don’t hate me for writing this; I just want to be inside your circle, I want to be part of your life. Like I said before, you have become a part of me, your pain is my pain and your happiness is my happiness. Its okay if others doesn’t understand, as long as we have each other, we can live on. I’m not demanding for anything, all I want to do is to be inside your circle. So please, stop prohibiting me from your life. Other wise, please tell me you don’t want me there anymore…
YuMi
I’m confused and I can’t elucidate. If it wasn’t you nor me, then who? I refused to believe that there is another person involved in this; I have chosen to block that image out of my mind. Looking back, I’ve force myself to believe the truth of the past. I have learnt to accept that there is nothing I can do but to make things better now. Knowing the truth was hard, but accepting it was harder. And things can never be the same after both sides of the story is told. It’s hard to commit to one thing when you know undoubtedly inside your mind the same thing happened before but to a different person. One little extra information can change the entire story.
I don’t know what you are thinking because I can’t see what is inside you thoughts, but I do not want to force words out of your unwillingness. Because it makes me feel like a control freak, it makes me feel like I am an evil and good-for-nothing human being. You know well and clear that I hated secrets, and yet you decided to keep things to yourself, excluding me from things that had given you pain and made you suffer. I felt useless not being able to do anything about it, and dreadful guilt burned me to see myself so worthless. I hated myself for not being able to put a smile on your face, it almost felt like I am your enemy. That all I do is hurt you, in doing so it also tore open my old wounds that carry several dispirited memories. You have made me grasp meaning of what it’s like to be in love and as well as understanding that I really can love a person so much that it hurts. Don’t pretend you don’t understand anything because I know you do, you just don’t feel secure enough to tell me so. I don’t know whether it was because you don’t trust me or you just don’t want me to worry, but it makes me concern even more if you keep everything to yourself.
I know I am a selfish, childish and jealous girl. I know that you deserve better, I know your life would be more fruitful without me. I’m merely a handicap that stands between you and your goal, a burden that holds you back when you could have done better. Don’t hate me for writing this; I just want to be inside your circle, I want to be part of your life. Like I said before, you have become a part of me, your pain is my pain and your happiness is my happiness. Its okay if others doesn’t understand, as long as we have each other, we can live on. I’m not demanding for anything, all I want to do is to be inside your circle. So please, stop prohibiting me from your life. Other wise, please tell me you don’t want me there anymore…
YuMi
7:35 PM
Sunday, June 7, 2009
♥ *gasp*
Surprises just never stop coming for me. But it always comes with a bit of shock too. This is just one of them…
O5JUNEO9, Friday – 8:47 am
Everything was normal, casual with Chao. His warms arms around me and cool breath on my neck, it was peaceful… until Daniel Rob showed up. SHIT! Another secret!I suspicious face between the 2 of them was hard to understand, it was like they were communicating without words.
Chao: (pulling away) I’ll be right back.
Jenny: (gripped his wrist) Where do you think you’re going?
Daniel: I promise I’ll return him.
My grip loosened and dropped, I walked over to Michelle who was saying something about giving Tofu a nickname (Tofu IS a nickname, isn’t it?). About 3 minutes later I saw from the reflexion of the windows in front of me, the tiny figure strolling towards my direction. As I spun around to face him I saw it. The look in his eyes, there’s definite something he’s not letting me know… yet!
Chao: *grin* Go check your locker.
Jenny: *shift eyes* Oh, okay…
Puzzled, I paced toward the locker area. No body was in there. Perfect! As I kneeled down to open my combo lock I realised what he meant, the number wasn’t set back to 0. Someone has definitely opened my locker (or tried to). With my pulse speeding up, I quickly spun the little dial back and forth to the correct number and pulled it down hard.
Click, the lock came off
Nervously, I turned the little handle and swung it open. My heart skipped a beat when I saw the unusual object in my locker. Sitting there inside my locker, before my piled books was a navy blue rectangular box, opened. And there it was, the most beautiful thing I have ever seen… a golden necklace laid steadily inside the box, sparkling at me. I gasped and slammed the door shut when I heard the first bell.
Oh My God!
During assembly, I couldn’t concentrate on whatever Mr. Dever was blabbing about. All that filled my mind was that little gorgeous piece jewellery, golden swirl with small, gleaming crystals hanging on a fine gold chain. It felt too good to be true! Later on that I day, I’d found out from Daniel that the necklace wasn’t just any necklace you get on eBay. It was something worth way more than that. My mouth fell open as soon as the words came out of his mouth, something like that has GOT to be pricey. Too bad I couldn’t get the price from either Chao or Daniel or Mathias. Darn it!
Lunch time
I handed the necklace to Chao. Smiling, he undid the small lock, swung it around my neck and closed the lock back behind my neck (this process took quite a while with his clumsy hands, xD). I looked down at my chest; the golden swirl shined like ever before and the little stone glinted like they were blinking under the bright sun…
To Chao: thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou!!!
I love you <3~! Oh so mucheeeeeeeee!!!
YuMi
O5JUNEO9, Friday – 8:47 am
Everything was normal, casual with Chao. His warms arms around me and cool breath on my neck, it was peaceful… until Daniel Rob showed up. SHIT! Another secret!I suspicious face between the 2 of them was hard to understand, it was like they were communicating without words.
Chao: (pulling away) I’ll be right back.
Jenny: (gripped his wrist) Where do you think you’re going?
Daniel: I promise I’ll return him.
My grip loosened and dropped, I walked over to Michelle who was saying something about giving Tofu a nickname (Tofu IS a nickname, isn’t it?). About 3 minutes later I saw from the reflexion of the windows in front of me, the tiny figure strolling towards my direction. As I spun around to face him I saw it. The look in his eyes, there’s definite something he’s not letting me know… yet!
Chao: *grin* Go check your locker.
Jenny: *shift eyes* Oh, okay…
Puzzled, I paced toward the locker area. No body was in there. Perfect! As I kneeled down to open my combo lock I realised what he meant, the number wasn’t set back to 0. Someone has definitely opened my locker (or tried to). With my pulse speeding up, I quickly spun the little dial back and forth to the correct number and pulled it down hard.
Click, the lock came off
Nervously, I turned the little handle and swung it open. My heart skipped a beat when I saw the unusual object in my locker. Sitting there inside my locker, before my piled books was a navy blue rectangular box, opened. And there it was, the most beautiful thing I have ever seen… a golden necklace laid steadily inside the box, sparkling at me. I gasped and slammed the door shut when I heard the first bell.
Oh My God!
During assembly, I couldn’t concentrate on whatever Mr. Dever was blabbing about. All that filled my mind was that little gorgeous piece jewellery, golden swirl with small, gleaming crystals hanging on a fine gold chain. It felt too good to be true! Later on that I day, I’d found out from Daniel that the necklace wasn’t just any necklace you get on eBay. It was something worth way more than that. My mouth fell open as soon as the words came out of his mouth, something like that has GOT to be pricey. Too bad I couldn’t get the price from either Chao or Daniel or Mathias. Darn it!
Lunch time
I handed the necklace to Chao. Smiling, he undid the small lock, swung it around my neck and closed the lock back behind my neck (this process took quite a while with his clumsy hands, xD). I looked down at my chest; the golden swirl shined like ever before and the little stone glinted like they were blinking under the bright sun…
To Chao: thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou!!!
I love you <3~! Oh so mucheeeeeeeee!!!
YuMi
5:55 PM
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
♥ Happy 3 months, Chao(^^)
My life has always been boring and worthless,
until you stumbled into it and opened up a new world.
My life has always been a maze that I couldn’t walk out of,
until you found me and guided me out of it.
Baby, you are everything to me.
I just want you to know that
I love you…
forever!
I never used to believe in destiny. Who would have guessed that a guy I never even pay attention to (who was friend with my brother) back when I was in grade 5 would become the person I love and care the most in this world today? This isn’t some sort of coincident, this is… Destiny!
Approximately 6 years ago (when I first came to Australia), I went to Robertson State School for grade 5. My English skills were crap back then (still is now) so I had to go to ESL and do stupid reading tasks everyday and for a couple of days in a week, attend ESL classes. My younger brother Ben, who was only in grade 3, had already allied himself with many boys ranging from grade 4 to 7, mostly Asians. Among these boys, there was a grade 4 boy who was rather petite and very monkey-like as I remembered him. He hanged around Asians (talk about schools situated near Sunnybank) and they called him “Chao-Cheng”. A quirky name, I used to think… Obviously Asian name~! From my point of view (let me remind you, this was 6 years ago) he looked like a careless and self centred person. I remember walking past him with a friend, my friend said hi to him while he walked straight past us as if we were invisible. Not a very good first impression indeed. Then again, you should never judge a book by its cover. After I left R.S.S, my impression of him was: a friend of my little brother.
Then, I entered B.A.C on my first year of high school. I didn’t think I’d know anyone in that school except for Shaunna, but I was wrong. One day after school I saw a familiar tiny figure standing near the car park. When he turned around I immediately recognised him… the eye brows (xD). I was stunned, and I think he was too. I mean, talk about coincident! This would be one perfect example. We didn’t talk much though, since he was only in grade 7 and attended school on the other side of the creek.
One year later, he entered high school, that was when all the talking starts. We seem to have ENDLESS topics to talk about, we could just be blabbing on and on forever. I don’t know whether it was because we’re both Taiwanese or we somehow look alike, some guys in his grade thought that I was his sister. We’d decide to make a joke out of that, but the joke kind of went over a bit. Within the times of a couple of week almost everyone believed us and we sort of went along like that until he suddenly disappeared. For a couple of weeks I was worried sick until Nathan told me one of the most terrifying news I have ever heard in my whole entire life. I’m not going to mention what the news was since I don’t want bring up the sadness for him if he is reading this, but trust me it was a very hard time for him. For the rest of that year we communicated through bebo and phone, I realized then my feelings for him; it was more than it was suppose to be since the joke has already gone out of hand. But it had turned out that he felt the same, we kept the relationship through the internet and phone for 2 months until he returned. Unfortunately, things were beginning to change soon after he came back. Our feelings were going in the opposite direction, as mine grew stronger; his went weaker and weaker each day. Until I realised it was pointless to go on. The rest of the complete story is in A little bit about me and my other half.
So yeah, we’ve been through a heck of a lot. Does it sound like a coincident to you? I don't think so :P
To Chao: Happy 3 months, baby! I love you so much more than anything <3
YuMi
Labels: YuMi
5:49 PM
