Wednesday, June 17, 2009
♥ I'm sorry, but please try to understand...
I don’t know what is happening to me. The fear is growing stronger inside me, each day became harder for me to be close to you. I'm struggling to keep it together like the way it's used to be. Maybe it’s because I’m scared of losing you for the second time, maybe it’s because I think it would be better for you when I’m not around. Either way, I’m confused.
I know that there are a lot of questions in your mind. I know that I’ve trying to stay in distance from you. I know I‘m not been completely honest with you. But please believe me; I still love you just as much as I always have. I can’t change the fact that this relationship is forbidden, and all I can do that is keep it hidden from those who would want to destroy it, I want to protect it. From the surrounding that we’re in now, it’s becoming more and more impossible. I realise I had to do something, before I lose everything that I’ve fought for in the past 2 years, before all my hard works get perished into ashes. I have no choice but to keep the distance between me and you. Please understand that this isn’t my choice, I didn’t want it to involve into this situation.
I’m sorry for the disappointment. I’m sorry I made you feel like I don’t care anymore. I’m sorry you have to become the victim of distrust. But get this; I’m doing this for you, for me… for us!
I know that there are a lot of questions in your mind. I know that I’ve trying to stay in distance from you. I know I‘m not been completely honest with you. But please believe me; I still love you just as much as I always have. I can’t change the fact that this relationship is forbidden, and all I can do that is keep it hidden from those who would want to destroy it, I want to protect it. From the surrounding that we’re in now, it’s becoming more and more impossible. I realise I had to do something, before I lose everything that I’ve fought for in the past 2 years, before all my hard works get perished into ashes. I have no choice but to keep the distance between me and you. Please understand that this isn’t my choice, I didn’t want it to involve into this situation.
I’m sorry for the disappointment. I’m sorry I made you feel like I don’t care anymore. I’m sorry you have to become the victim of distrust. But get this; I’m doing this for you, for me… for us!
7:12 PM
