Thursday, June 11, 2009
♥ Disappointment
You said you’d tell me everything, but what is everything? So far, all the truth you have told me had been hard for me to accept. They keep popping into my mind when I tried to block them out. Images. Visions. It was impossible to keep them out of my head.
Hearing your voice make me feel safe, but listening to the message make me shed tears. I don’t know what to do. I’m sightless from the decision. Everything about you brings the vision up to me; your smile, your voice, your warm hands, your soft lips… everything. They scampered through my mind like a slideshow, over and over again, each time taking a bit of me away. Slowly, until I can no longer hold myself together. Slowly, until I collapse and burst out in tears. I’m weak and pathetic, I can’t change that fact.
Whenever you said you’re going to tell me something, I sense something that would bring me joy. But it always ends up being another disappointment. I’m starting to wonder why I bother bringing it up. Another truth, another disappointment…
YuMi
Hearing your voice make me feel safe, but listening to the message make me shed tears. I don’t know what to do. I’m sightless from the decision. Everything about you brings the vision up to me; your smile, your voice, your warm hands, your soft lips… everything. They scampered through my mind like a slideshow, over and over again, each time taking a bit of me away. Slowly, until I can no longer hold myself together. Slowly, until I collapse and burst out in tears. I’m weak and pathetic, I can’t change that fact.
Whenever you said you’re going to tell me something, I sense something that would bring me joy. But it always ends up being another disappointment. I’m starting to wonder why I bother bringing it up. Another truth, another disappointment…
YuMi
Labels: Disappointment, YuMi
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