Tuesday, August 11, 2009
♥ To Chao...
I don't know whether you'd be reading this or not but the chances are probably quite low. Still, there's things I need to tell you and it's best for you to understand that I'm not giving up!
Things just happend too quickly that I just did not have time to prepare for it, and my emotions just took over me. It was just so hard for me to believe that this is actually true, because yesterday everything was just so normal. You still hugged me and held my hand as usual. But today you were a total different person. There were no emotions on your face, not even a bit of sympathy towards what you are about to do. You suddenly became a cold and heartless person. It'd shocked me... Too much that I could no longer keep myself together, too much that I needed Michelle and Laura to keep me stable. I just couldn't believe it. Afterward you acted like nothing has ever happend, maybe even better than usual. Still, I just don't understand why you don't feel anything. It's like you never even liked me...
I've shed enough tears. I'm not going to cry anymore. I'm grateful of what we've already shared and I missing everything about you already. I miss your smile, I miss your warm hand, I miss your hugs and kisses and I miss you telling me "I love you". I want to thank you for letting have such a amazing experience. You've taught me so much, you have no idea. I don't regret loving you but I do regret my childish & reckless act today. You can tell all your friends that you've dumped me... It doesn't matter.
It may be over, but not for me. I'm not letting go & I'm not giving up!
I love you... As I did in the past 5 months! Thank you...
回憶裡想起模糊的小時候 雲朵漂浮在藍藍的天空
那時的你說 要和我手牽手 一起走到時間的盡頭
從此以後我都不敢抬頭看 彷彿我的天空失去了顏色
從那一天起 我忘記了呼吸 眼淚啊永遠不再 不再哭泣
我們的愛 過了就不再回來 直到現在 我還默默的等待
我們的愛 我明白 已變成你的負擔
只是永遠 我都放不開 最後的溫暖 你給的溫暖
YuMi
Things just happend too quickly that I just did not have time to prepare for it, and my emotions just took over me. It was just so hard for me to believe that this is actually true, because yesterday everything was just so normal. You still hugged me and held my hand as usual. But today you were a total different person. There were no emotions on your face, not even a bit of sympathy towards what you are about to do. You suddenly became a cold and heartless person. It'd shocked me... Too much that I could no longer keep myself together, too much that I needed Michelle and Laura to keep me stable. I just couldn't believe it. Afterward you acted like nothing has ever happend, maybe even better than usual. Still, I just don't understand why you don't feel anything. It's like you never even liked me...
I've shed enough tears. I'm not going to cry anymore. I'm grateful of what we've already shared and I missing everything about you already. I miss your smile, I miss your warm hand, I miss your hugs and kisses and I miss you telling me "I love you". I want to thank you for letting have such a amazing experience. You've taught me so much, you have no idea. I don't regret loving you but I do regret my childish & reckless act today. You can tell all your friends that you've dumped me... It doesn't matter.
It may be over, but not for me. I'm not letting go & I'm not giving up!
I love you... As I did in the past 5 months! Thank you...
回憶裡想起模糊的小時候 雲朵漂浮在藍藍的天空
那時的你說 要和我手牽手 一起走到時間的盡頭
從此以後我都不敢抬頭看 彷彿我的天空失去了顏色
從那一天起 我忘記了呼吸 眼淚啊永遠不再 不再哭泣
我們的愛 過了就不再回來 直到現在 我還默默的等待
我們的愛 我明白 已變成你的負擔
只是永遠 我都放不開 最後的溫暖 你給的溫暖
YuMi
4:16 PM
