Thursday, July 2, 2009
♥ This life is a lie...
When will this end, when will you stop hurting me. I can’t take in anymore; I don’t need more pain in my wounds. If you can’t stop hurting me then please just stay away from me, let me forget the hurtful things that you have said.
You don’t even realize it but I remember almost everything you’ve said, and it’s because I care and I want to keep every little snippets of you in my memory. But all you seem to do is filling my mind with unpleasant thoughts, I want to be happy but I suffered instead. I’m trying to keep it together except that you always went on to talk about things that you know can really kill me inside. Why are you doing this? Is this a game to you? Are you making fun of me, that I’m so dumb to fall for you once and for all? If you can’t control this then please just say it, say that you don’t care about me at all. It is better to get it all over at once then to die slowly and painfully. I don’t know what your thoughts are, but the truth is as crazy as it may sound I’m being excluded. I was never there, you never even realise that you’ve never considered my feeling for a little bit when you tell me things. I’m done with putting up with all that, truth or not.
You don’t need to say sorry, you’ve done nothing wrong. It’s all me, making up my perfect love story when I know that nothing in this world is perfect. My desires are impossible to reach, my greedy thoughts put pressures on you. I’m sorry that I am so childish and pathetic, but I do love you and I do need you. I don’t like to repeat myself and repeat the same thing over and over again becomes meaningless. But if it’s a must, I’d have to repeat it again. If you don’t want me here, then please just tell me so. I can handle it… I promise.
I love you, as always.
YuMi
You don’t even realize it but I remember almost everything you’ve said, and it’s because I care and I want to keep every little snippets of you in my memory. But all you seem to do is filling my mind with unpleasant thoughts, I want to be happy but I suffered instead. I’m trying to keep it together except that you always went on to talk about things that you know can really kill me inside. Why are you doing this? Is this a game to you? Are you making fun of me, that I’m so dumb to fall for you once and for all? If you can’t control this then please just say it, say that you don’t care about me at all. It is better to get it all over at once then to die slowly and painfully. I don’t know what your thoughts are, but the truth is as crazy as it may sound I’m being excluded. I was never there, you never even realise that you’ve never considered my feeling for a little bit when you tell me things. I’m done with putting up with all that, truth or not.
You don’t need to say sorry, you’ve done nothing wrong. It’s all me, making up my perfect love story when I know that nothing in this world is perfect. My desires are impossible to reach, my greedy thoughts put pressures on you. I’m sorry that I am so childish and pathetic, but I do love you and I do need you. I don’t like to repeat myself and repeat the same thing over and over again becomes meaningless. But if it’s a must, I’d have to repeat it again. If you don’t want me here, then please just tell me so. I can handle it… I promise.
I love you, as always.
YuMi
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