Sunday, May 23, 2010

It's about seven thirty at a Sunday night. I have an assignment due tomorrow and I am still procrastinating. You know, I never really like the subject Chemistry. I was never good with science to begin with, let alone spending 2 years of my senior life doing it. I've manage to survive it somehow but I don't know for how long am I going to last. Finishing off grade 11 with ALL Cs is never a good sign; I don't even want to imagine how my OP is going to turn out. For most universities, the OP cut off for nursing is about 14. Now that sounds pretty easy… if I can even get there, that is. I'm now on the verge of failing 2 assignments and I am still struggling with the chemistry one… I think I'm gonna DIE!!!!

I skipped work today~ yeah… spent my whole day working on Chemistry ERT and I am STILL not done with it. I hear you asking why I still have to post another blog… well, I don't know really. I guess I'm the kind of person who has absolutely no self control. If you have ever seen the video where they put a marshmallow in front of a bunch of 4 years old kids and told them to wait for 15 minutes, if I was to be put to that test while I was 4, I'd probably snatch and eat the marshmallow before the adult can even give the instructions. So which is the reason why I cannot stop myself from going on facebook and now typing this crap. Seriously though, I have a feeling that I am actually doing worse than last year. I kind of just let myself go and become pretty lazy~ they say that year 12 is much more stressful than 11 because it is all summative, but for some reason I'm actually more laid back than last year… strange enough I'm still getting the same type of marks as last year… funny huh~

And now I'm running out of stuff to talk about…. Oh great~ I haven't even reach 400 words yet and my goal was 600! I used to be able to write 600 easily, that was the time where I read a lot (guess reading does help you write). And now… a chemistry report took me almost 3 FULL days and I'm still out of reach of the required number. Seriously though, when you know absolutely nothing about the topic you're going to write about, there will be 2 possible outcomes. One: your writing goes in circles, there's not a point to it and you keep coming back to the same question. Or two: you write about 2 sentences and are out of ideas. I think my current Chemistry report is a bit of both. In essence, I don't even have a clue as to what I'm writing about… science is definitely not my thing! Okay, 500 words~~ almost there… must talk about something else! Oh by the way, I did start writing this blog at seven thirty and it is now eleven thirty. See how great my procrastination skills are? I can even do that to my blog xD. Honestly though… this is kind of embarrassing~: P

Alright, maybe I should close facebook, maybe I should log off msn and maybe… I should get back to my Chemistry EEI and Maths B assignment and Home Economics essay draft. And maybe I need to finish off this posts and get back to my work before I fail everything… wish me luck (:

YuMi