Thursday, December 31, 2009
♥ pushover?
Okay, one question... Am I too nice to those who doesn't deserve to be treated nicely?! Well, recently I've been told that I am being too nice to everyone and don't stand up for myself~
So what~? so I put up with everyone, try my best not to hurt anyone and never really fight back when my brother calls me names (mainly because I don't know any good comebacks xP)... That's all the things that everyone suppose to do, right? Be polite to everyone around you and treat others the way you want to be treated... right?
Fine... Maybe I can be a bit too nice sometimes, but that's not my fault~ I swear I was born like this. According to my parents, I'm the only child they know who doesn't get jealous AT ALL when a younger sibling was born~ STRANGE MUCH??? I mean, even now if I get jealous of something I won't show it but I'm sure some of you *hint hint* can see that it's written all over my face... in Penny's case, it's the look of my eyes that shows it~! Anyway... either way, I admit that I ain't good expressing my anger or sadness... on the other hand I'm probably best at showing joy and happiness :D :D :D
I can't always let others know my feelings, it causes trouble. Everyone has got their own stuff to worry about so I shouldn't add my problem to theirs. Sometimes I just feel like pain in the ass for my friends: Angie, Shaunna, Mary, Michelle & Penny (maybe occasionally Hsinkai). I feel like a burden to them. Topping my stupid problems on their serious, critical problems. I can't be selfish, no. If I don't deal with my own shit myself, then I can never be independent. I don't want to rely on others all the time, I don't want to be a burden. Yes, maybe life is difficult and yes, maybe I just keep taking in everything and keep quite all the time and I don't know... Maybe someday all of this feeling that I have bottled up might explode. But what does that change? I want to help, to always be there, to always care. This is the only thing I can do where I can feel like I'm not so useless & pathetic, where I'm not the creature that takes up EXTRA space of this planet. If there is a God, I don't want him to regret creating me. I don't want to become a selfish trash...
YuMi
So what~? so I put up with everyone, try my best not to hurt anyone and never really fight back when my brother calls me names (mainly because I don't know any good comebacks xP)... That's all the things that everyone suppose to do, right? Be polite to everyone around you and treat others the way you want to be treated... right?
Fine... Maybe I can be a bit too nice sometimes, but that's not my fault~ I swear I was born like this. According to my parents, I'm the only child they know who doesn't get jealous AT ALL when a younger sibling was born~ STRANGE MUCH??? I mean, even now if I get jealous of something I won't show it but I'm sure some of you *hint hint* can see that it's written all over my face... in Penny's case, it's the look of my eyes that shows it~! Anyway... either way, I admit that I ain't good expressing my anger or sadness... on the other hand I'm probably best at showing joy and happiness :D :D :D
I can't always let others know my feelings, it causes trouble. Everyone has got their own stuff to worry about so I shouldn't add my problem to theirs. Sometimes I just feel like pain in the ass for my friends: Angie, Shaunna, Mary, Michelle & Penny (maybe occasionally Hsinkai). I feel like a burden to them. Topping my stupid problems on their serious, critical problems. I can't be selfish, no. If I don't deal with my own shit myself, then I can never be independent. I don't want to rely on others all the time, I don't want to be a burden. Yes, maybe life is difficult and yes, maybe I just keep taking in everything and keep quite all the time and I don't know... Maybe someday all of this feeling that I have bottled up might explode. But what does that change? I want to help, to always be there, to always care. This is the only thing I can do where I can feel like I'm not so useless & pathetic, where I'm not the creature that takes up EXTRA space of this planet. If there is a God, I don't want him to regret creating me. I don't want to become a selfish trash...YuMi
7:32 PM
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
♥ Prince of Tennis
It's ANIME time!!! :D :D :D
Since I'm just so damn bored, I'm going to introduce to you another one of my favorite anime... TA~DA~~~ The Prince of Tennis! (^^)
As the title already suggested, it's about Tennis (DUH!). A junior high freshman Echizen Ryoma is a genius tennis player who was forced by his father to go to Seishun Gakuen (Seigaku) for the tennis club. He soon became the first freshman to become a regular player.
Seigaku Tennis Club Regulars
(from left: Tezuka, Momoshiro, Oishi, Echizen, Kikumaru, Fuji, Inui. Back: Kaidoh, Kawamura)
Later on, Seigaku goes in the competition against other schools to fight for the regional championship: Fudomine, Hyotei, St Rudolf & Yamabuki.
Some of the guys are so damn cute (>w<). After Tezuka left for Germany, the team continues on with other top schools in the reigion~Josei Shonan, Rokkaku & Rikkaidai!
Now~ let's take a closer look on some of the most gorgeous boys x3.
Fuji Syusuke: Seigaku prodigy, has 3 amazing counter-attacks (Tsubame Gaeshi/Swallow Return, Higume Otoshi/Brown Bear Drop, Hakugei/White Whale) plus disappearing serve! Truely a prodigy and a cutie :3
Kajimoto Takahisa: Josei Shonan captain, TOTALLY GORGEOUS~~ *squeals*
Saeki Kojiro:Rokkaku's vice-captain. Childhood friends with Fuji & can read the opponent's move by the movement of their muscles. Another total babe...Kyaaa~~!
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Tezuka Kunimitsu: Seigaku Captain~\(^O^)/. Very serious all the time but a real pro in Tennis. Best known for his 'Tezuka Zone' & 'Zero-shiki'.
So~ this should be enough to convince some of you to watch to super awsome anime! I have all of the episodes (Jap voice and Eng subbed) so feel free to let me know if you want it ^^.
YuMi
Since I'm just so damn bored, I'm going to introduce to you another one of my favorite anime... TA~DA~~~ The Prince of Tennis! (^^)
As the title already suggested, it's about Tennis (DUH!). A junior high freshman Echizen Ryoma is a genius tennis player who was forced by his father to go to Seishun Gakuen (Seigaku) for the tennis club. He soon became the first freshman to become a regular player.
Seigaku Tennis Club Regulars
(from left: Tezuka, Momoshiro, Oishi, Echizen, Kikumaru, Fuji, Inui. Back: Kaidoh, Kawamura)
Later on, Seigaku goes in the competition against other schools to fight for the regional championship: Fudomine, Hyotei, St Rudolf & Yamabuki.
Some of the guys are so damn cute (>w<). After Tezuka left for Germany, the team continues on with other top schools in the reigion~Josei Shonan, Rokkaku & Rikkaidai!
Now~ let's take a closer look on some of the most gorgeous boys x3.
Fuji Syusuke: Seigaku prodigy, has 3 amazing counter-attacks (Tsubame Gaeshi/Swallow Return, Higume Otoshi/Brown Bear Drop, Hakugei/White Whale) plus disappearing serve! Truely a prodigy and a cutie :3
Kajimoto Takahisa: Josei Shonan captain, TOTALLY GORGEOUS~~ *squeals*
Saeki Kojiro:Rokkaku's vice-captain. Childhood friends with Fuji & can read the opponent's move by the movement of their muscles. Another total babe...Kyaaa~~!.jpg)
Tezuka Kunimitsu: Seigaku Captain~\(^O^)/. Very serious all the time but a real pro in Tennis. Best known for his 'Tezuka Zone' & 'Zero-shiki'.So~ this should be enough to convince some of you to watch to super awsome anime! I have all of the episodes (Jap voice and Eng subbed) so feel free to let me know if you want it ^^.
YuMi
11:21 AM
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
♥ Holiday~
So~ some of you might have known by now that I have chopped my hair during this holiday… but not many of you have seen it. Basically, my old hair style is long and thick… very heavy! I did part of the layer myself and I will admit that it looked pretty retarded~!
It was ALL Darleen’s idea… yep! She had the evil plan from the very beginning, “operation Make over Jenny”. Not only did she plan to take me to a hair dresser but she also did my make up. Now you have got to know that I’m not exactly a girl who’s good with make ups… nothing other than eye shadows and liners. Never tried anything beyond that. So for her to do whatever she wants to my hair and face is pretty scary… not that I don’t trust her. So after a day of what seems like endless moments of fear and nervousness, it was finally DONE!!! Since I don’t have my camera with me recently, I’ll just have to briefly describe my current appearance other than up loading photos. The layer starts from the top of my head and my hair is now really thinned out… leaving tail-like ends. To say in more simply, it’s a typical Asian chick hair style! I think according to Darleen. EVERYONE thinks that I NEED to hair cut… but from whom I’ve asked at least Penny & Benjamin didn’t think so! Mum and my brother thought it didn’t looked any different, while Mary and Darleen herself said it seems much better than before. Either way, it done… so hopefully I can still grow out of the layer so it’s not so annoying since I’m not actually used to have my hair so light~!
Christmas is now over and we are all eagerly waiting for the New Year to come (I hope we are). It’s been raining for a week now and it seems to me that the clouds won’t stop crying. They’re definitely not angry… because there aren’t any thunders or lightning. Just galloons of water poured down from the gloomy Grey sky like little needles. The only creatures that seem to love the rain are the toads. As far as I can remember, when I went driving in a raining night the other day, I almost ran over about 5 toads I caught sitting in the middle of the road and not realizing my presence. Of course, the grass and the trees are getting greener by the days from their super hydration. But I am afraid that someday they’re going to drown in the water if this weather continues. Nothing but water… tears from the clouds. In the season of greetings, Christmas & New Years, will this rain stop in time for the celebration? That is the question I asked myself each time I look out my window at the rain.
I’ve been on holiday for a while now, and I think I’m just about to get sick of it. With nothing to do, I pretty much spent all of my time staring at the computer or the TV screen. Let’s just say, my blindness is going to increase severely by the time holiday ends. After all, it’s a freaking 50 inch plasma TV screen plus a 22 inch computer screen that I stare at all day long from either watching DVDs or animes. Too lazy to drag my ass off the couch and since it’s raining outside I can’t exactly go out for a jog… to top that up, I have to think of a way to solve in laundry problem now that it won’t stop raining = =”.
It’s New Years soon~ 2010!!! Somehow I’m not looking forward to it… grade 12!!! *panics*
YuMi
It was ALL Darleen’s idea… yep! She had the evil plan from the very beginning, “operation Make over Jenny”. Not only did she plan to take me to a hair dresser but she also did my make up. Now you have got to know that I’m not exactly a girl who’s good with make ups… nothing other than eye shadows and liners. Never tried anything beyond that. So for her to do whatever she wants to my hair and face is pretty scary… not that I don’t trust her. So after a day of what seems like endless moments of fear and nervousness, it was finally DONE!!! Since I don’t have my camera with me recently, I’ll just have to briefly describe my current appearance other than up loading photos. The layer starts from the top of my head and my hair is now really thinned out… leaving tail-like ends. To say in more simply, it’s a typical Asian chick hair style! I think according to Darleen. EVERYONE thinks that I NEED to hair cut… but from whom I’ve asked at least Penny & Benjamin didn’t think so! Mum and my brother thought it didn’t looked any different, while Mary and Darleen herself said it seems much better than before. Either way, it done… so hopefully I can still grow out of the layer so it’s not so annoying since I’m not actually used to have my hair so light~!
Christmas is now over and we are all eagerly waiting for the New Year to come (I hope we are). It’s been raining for a week now and it seems to me that the clouds won’t stop crying. They’re definitely not angry… because there aren’t any thunders or lightning. Just galloons of water poured down from the gloomy Grey sky like little needles. The only creatures that seem to love the rain are the toads. As far as I can remember, when I went driving in a raining night the other day, I almost ran over about 5 toads I caught sitting in the middle of the road and not realizing my presence. Of course, the grass and the trees are getting greener by the days from their super hydration. But I am afraid that someday they’re going to drown in the water if this weather continues. Nothing but water… tears from the clouds. In the season of greetings, Christmas & New Years, will this rain stop in time for the celebration? That is the question I asked myself each time I look out my window at the rain.
I’ve been on holiday for a while now, and I think I’m just about to get sick of it. With nothing to do, I pretty much spent all of my time staring at the computer or the TV screen. Let’s just say, my blindness is going to increase severely by the time holiday ends. After all, it’s a freaking 50 inch plasma TV screen plus a 22 inch computer screen that I stare at all day long from either watching DVDs or animes. Too lazy to drag my ass off the couch and since it’s raining outside I can’t exactly go out for a jog… to top that up, I have to think of a way to solve in laundry problem now that it won’t stop raining = =”.
It’s New Years soon~ 2010!!! Somehow I’m not looking forward to it… grade 12!!! *panics*
YuMi
7:53 PM
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
♥ 最佳聽眾
最佳聽眾 - To NG~& Penny ^^
我多high你都陪我瘋 我耍冷你笑到頭痛
我倔強難過不講但你懂
一句話就幫我想通 一擁抱感動不言中
一相信未知的潛力都洶湧
你歡呼分享我奮力一搏的光榮
你拍手提醒我不停作夢 別怕白日夢
你將心比心是最佳聽眾 你給的建議總超級有用
在緊要關頭 要比戀人還更體諒我
你保守秘密是最佳聽眾 你講的實話能逼我振作
很少說謝謝 但我愛你就像你愛我
在半夜找你去打球 大雨裡騎車去兜風
我失戀慘的是我的朋友
太臭屁你會巴我頭 太壓抑你載我夜遊
太喪氣你毫不留情地吼我
你歡呼分享我奮力一搏的光榮
你拍手提醒我不停作夢 別怕白日夢
你將心比心是最佳聽眾 你給的建議總超級有用
在緊要關頭 要比戀人還更體諒我
你保守秘密是最佳聽眾 你講的實話能逼我振作
很少說謝謝 但我愛你就像你愛我
YuMi
我多high你都陪我瘋 我耍冷你笑到頭痛
我倔強難過不講但你懂
一句話就幫我想通 一擁抱感動不言中
一相信未知的潛力都洶湧
你歡呼分享我奮力一搏的光榮
你拍手提醒我不停作夢 別怕白日夢
你將心比心是最佳聽眾 你給的建議總超級有用
在緊要關頭 要比戀人還更體諒我
你保守秘密是最佳聽眾 你講的實話能逼我振作
很少說謝謝 但我愛你就像你愛我
在半夜找你去打球 大雨裡騎車去兜風
我失戀慘的是我的朋友
太臭屁你會巴我頭 太壓抑你載我夜遊
太喪氣你毫不留情地吼我
你歡呼分享我奮力一搏的光榮
你拍手提醒我不停作夢 別怕白日夢
你將心比心是最佳聽眾 你給的建議總超級有用
在緊要關頭 要比戀人還更體諒我
你保守秘密是最佳聽眾 你講的實話能逼我振作
很少說謝謝 但我愛你就像你愛我
YuMi
11:55 PM
