Tuesday, September 1, 2009
♥ Not good enough...
I’m confused, whether or not I’ve made the right decision, I don’t see the point of it. I still don’t understand why I’m still putting up with all this s**t.
I’m not blind & I’m certainly not dumb. The things are placed there for me to see, they are there to rip me apart. The intension is there, it’s always been there & it never leaves. I realised ages ago that I’m the most imperfect one, that almost everyone else is better than me. I realised that I’m not being good enough in any ways, that I’m just hopeless altogether.
I live, I breathe, I let it rain on me
I sleep, I wake, I try hard not to break
I crave, I love, I’ve waited long enough
I try as hard as I can
I laugh, I feel, I make believe it’s real
I fall, I freeze, I pray down on my knees
I hope, I stand, I take it like a man
I try as hard as I can
Am I not pretty enough? Is my heart too broken?
Do I cry too much? Am I too out spoken?
Don’t I make you laugh? Should I try it harder?
Why do you see right through me?
YuMi
I’m not blind & I’m certainly not dumb. The things are placed there for me to see, they are there to rip me apart. The intension is there, it’s always been there & it never leaves. I realised ages ago that I’m the most imperfect one, that almost everyone else is better than me. I realised that I’m not being good enough in any ways, that I’m just hopeless altogether.
I live, I breathe, I let it rain on me
I sleep, I wake, I try hard not to break
I crave, I love, I’ve waited long enough
I try as hard as I can
I laugh, I feel, I make believe it’s real
I fall, I freeze, I pray down on my knees
I hope, I stand, I take it like a man
I try as hard as I can
Am I not pretty enough? Is my heart too broken?
Do I cry too much? Am I too out spoken?
Don’t I make you laugh? Should I try it harder?
Why do you see right through me?
YuMi
5:26 PM
