Wednesday, August 26, 2009
♥ Fail~~ = ="
Just when I thought all my assignments are done and over with, more comes. This term went by really fast, exams are coming up in 2 weeks and I am majorly freaking out.
I doubt that I’ll even pass the 2 assignments that I have completed so far. I did my Chemistry ERT in 1 night and wrote up my English speech plus the presentation in 1 night as well. According to most of the people, I spoke too fast in my speech and was reading the palm cards instead of giving the audiences eye contacts. The thing is, I am never good at oral presentations. The reason being that I panic when there is a whole a lot people watching me which leads to me screwing up. The moment I look up at the 30 or so pair of eyes staring at me, I freak out! My voice will tremble, I forgot what I was suppose to say next and sometimes I skip a line or 2 on the palm card. The teacher always say that you only put dot points are you palm card and use it as prompts instead of a script. I can never do that, the fact that I am a loser at memorising words makes everything so hard if you want me to remember the entire 4 minutes speech. Although I am quite good at memorising numbers, so I have no problem with cramping 10 different phone numbers in my head. But that isn’t much of a help when you are doing English presentations. So I’m a real screw up, I’ll admit that.
I have 3 exams in total. Maths B, English & Home Economics. Out of the 3, I think the one that I’m most likely to fail is…ALL OF THEM. I’m an epic fail, that’s for sure. Everyone get ready to watch me get slice-and-dice by my dad by the end of this term!
YuMi
I doubt that I’ll even pass the 2 assignments that I have completed so far. I did my Chemistry ERT in 1 night and wrote up my English speech plus the presentation in 1 night as well. According to most of the people, I spoke too fast in my speech and was reading the palm cards instead of giving the audiences eye contacts. The thing is, I am never good at oral presentations. The reason being that I panic when there is a whole a lot people watching me which leads to me screwing up. The moment I look up at the 30 or so pair of eyes staring at me, I freak out! My voice will tremble, I forgot what I was suppose to say next and sometimes I skip a line or 2 on the palm card. The teacher always say that you only put dot points are you palm card and use it as prompts instead of a script. I can never do that, the fact that I am a loser at memorising words makes everything so hard if you want me to remember the entire 4 minutes speech. Although I am quite good at memorising numbers, so I have no problem with cramping 10 different phone numbers in my head. But that isn’t much of a help when you are doing English presentations. So I’m a real screw up, I’ll admit that.
I have 3 exams in total. Maths B, English & Home Economics. Out of the 3, I think the one that I’m most likely to fail is…ALL OF THEM. I’m an epic fail, that’s for sure. Everyone get ready to watch me get slice-and-dice by my dad by the end of this term!
YuMi
7:16 PM
