Saturday, August 15, 2009
♥ Body function is f**ked up!
I've never been on a diet to lose weight, because I love food. But ever since Wednesday, I've somehow lost my interests in food completely.... WHICH leads me to have already loss 3 kg. For some reason I just don't feel hungry at all! and my mum thought I was getting anorexic~
On Wednesday, all I ate was a caramel pudding (not very healthy I know). I was home alone on that day so no one realised anything, they thought I've ate too much all day that I've decided to skip dinner.
On Thursday I skipped breakkie because I have to take my grandma to the dentist and be the translator for her. My cousin George forced me to drink a regular pearl milk tea before noon which I almost vomited out later in the afternoon. I later use the milk tea reason to say that I don't want to eat dinner at my grandma's place.
Went out with Darleen on Friday & actually ate something that she'd bought from KFC and couldn't finish it all by herself. I bought a bottle of water and survived the day just with 600ml of H2O. I gave an excuse of already ate to skip another set of dinner, which was pasta.
Today when I woke up my whole body felt tired. I was so strengthless that I couldn't even get out of my bed under the weight of my blanket. Took me almost 20 minutes to finally struggle out of the bed. I've never so felt tired before and I'd realise that since I haven't ate any proper meal for 3 days that my body just doesn't have enough energy to function. I've decided to force down a small bowl cereal hoping that I'd be able to stay normal for the rest of the day including the tutorial class I have in the afternoon. Wrong! When I got to my grandma's house this morning I puked out the cereal & milk. Later on every time I sat down I either don't have to strength to stand up again or stand and fell on my knees. But I did manage to survive tutorial class, my mum wouldn't let me go first because she was just so paranoid and have the idea that I was going to faint!
I'm not starving myself! Just not hungry and not in the mood to eat anything. Of course. not eating isn't the only reason that I'm so drained & sleepy today. I didn't sleep much for 3 night in a role and don't ask me why, I don't even know why after a long day shopping and walking around the City yesterday still didn't wear me out like it's suppose to.
YuMi
On Wednesday, all I ate was a caramel pudding (not very healthy I know). I was home alone on that day so no one realised anything, they thought I've ate too much all day that I've decided to skip dinner.
On Thursday I skipped breakkie because I have to take my grandma to the dentist and be the translator for her. My cousin George forced me to drink a regular pearl milk tea before noon which I almost vomited out later in the afternoon. I later use the milk tea reason to say that I don't want to eat dinner at my grandma's place.
Went out with Darleen on Friday & actually ate something that she'd bought from KFC and couldn't finish it all by herself. I bought a bottle of water and survived the day just with 600ml of H2O. I gave an excuse of already ate to skip another set of dinner, which was pasta.
Today when I woke up my whole body felt tired. I was so strengthless that I couldn't even get out of my bed under the weight of my blanket. Took me almost 20 minutes to finally struggle out of the bed. I've never so felt tired before and I'd realise that since I haven't ate any proper meal for 3 days that my body just doesn't have enough energy to function. I've decided to force down a small bowl cereal hoping that I'd be able to stay normal for the rest of the day including the tutorial class I have in the afternoon. Wrong! When I got to my grandma's house this morning I puked out the cereal & milk. Later on every time I sat down I either don't have to strength to stand up again or stand and fell on my knees. But I did manage to survive tutorial class, my mum wouldn't let me go first because she was just so paranoid and have the idea that I was going to faint!
I'm not starving myself! Just not hungry and not in the mood to eat anything. Of course. not eating isn't the only reason that I'm so drained & sleepy today. I didn't sleep much for 3 night in a role and don't ask me why, I don't even know why after a long day shopping and walking around the City yesterday still didn't wear me out like it's suppose to.
YuMi
3:54 PM
